Dysphoria - Pt. 2 (Body Ideal)

I recently encountered a meme in one of the transgender Facebook groups I follow:

That really hit home for me, reviewing the trans crushes I've had over the last several years, I can see that part of the attraction was definitely driven by a kind of envy over results I find appealing.

The old saw in the trans lesbian community of "Do you want to date her, or do you want to be her?" is right on target in that regard. Of course, as a trans lesbian, I can honestly say: Both! 😉

I recently posted this image on my Facebook wall, it's my face swapped (using Vidnoz) onto a pinup illustration I'd stumbled across and liked. This is reflective of my ideal:

As is this plus size model: 

I know having a body like that is far beyond what I'm likely to achieve, for a variety of reasons. So it's a pie in the sky fantasy, but a girl can dream.